well its been pretty crappy i wont lie.
im struggling to find a job, there have been ups and downs in my relationships with people, and im just not sure where life is going to take me anymore. there are so many things i want to be perfect, and that i want to do but they all hinge on each other and it seems like nothing is going to get done. its very frustrating.
as it is right now i live in a place where i dont have many friends or people i can just call up and talk to, so that also makes things quite hard. i try to keep busy with small random things like doing laundry, walking around outside and taking photos, playing with my dog, or watching my boyfriend play videogames. its just quite depressing being stuck like i am and not really knowing what to do about it. *sigh* well life goes on, no matter how frustrating and confusing it gets.
-Amber